What Would Your Pillow Say?

What would your pillow say? As I lay here awake in silence I find the moment of my head hitting the pillow to be stressful. I realize that my body and my mind are in two different time zones. I suppose its the lack of distraction that fuels the thoughts and suddenly the play button is pressed. Unfortunately, the show that usually plays reveals all the things I didn't get done and all the things I didn't have time to worry about due to the many demands of the day. Sometimes it can be as exhausting as running a marathon and sometimes it creates a simple memory. I have battled the enemy in prayer and I have wept in sorrow. I have had moments of clarity and cried out in desperation. This can take hours and sometimes minutes, but the moment my head hits the pillow is always an adventure, it's never the same, and I have developed a love-hate relationship with this time of the day. So my question is what would your pillow say?